I Felt It. Perfect. It Was Perfect.22:45
After not getting the chance to see it at the cinema, I finally watched Black Swan last night. I'm still a little undecided on it though. I did really like the film it was beautifully done, the costumes were gorgeous and I loved the psychosis of it all but there were points where I felt it was a little too much. However, the title of this post are the last words of the film and they have really stuck with me. After the major struggle Nina (Natalie Portman) went through in the film it was at the end when she lay bleeding that she was most content because she had achieved what she wanted and really felt it. Now, I do not want to lay bleeding to feel this, but I really want that feeling, where you have achieved something and really felt it and it felt perfect. So I've decided to really take the time to dedicate to something I've always wanted to do, and that is to play the guitar.
After years of wanting one, my parents finally bought me this guitar a couple of years ago, and I am ashamed to admit that I still can't play a full song on it yet. I can play most chords and bits of songs, but to be honest it a lot harder than I thought it was going to be. But it is always something I've wanted to do and know I will love, so I am going to put more effort in and get through the pain barrier of my fingers. I love music and how it can effect your emotions. So I am going to practice super hard so I can "feel it" and it can be "perfect".
I also thought I'd include a little outfit post in this too to show off my new coral jeans that I got last week. I love them...
Shirt - Peacocks
Coral Jeans - Dorothy Perkins
I also painted my nails today with the Barry M Mint Green Nail Polish that was in my bank holiday post. I really like it! It's a really nice colour, goes on so well and has a really nice finish...